:) I <3 my family (:

What more could I want in life than what I have? Today, although I am really trying to fight it, I want progress in so many areas to be going faster than it is. I want the house cleaner, the bills paid down farther. I want to lose more weight, be a better cook, have both the cars fixed already, always be on top of the homework and the volunteering, et cetera. Ugh. I want to keep up with the friendships I'm losing my grip on, and knit more often. I want to have new boots!. I want to make more money and have earned more toward my degree. I want to feel more peaceful LOL. Bwah haa haaaaa. That's a good one.
Now in truth, work is going really well. I'm making tremendous progress in therapy. I'm in love with my husband and kids. I've even been thinking I'm ready to love a pet. (Like an older cat that needs a home, not like a kitten.) By Tuesdayof this week, I couldn't wait for church again. I so look forward to Sundays. I love my friends. I am so proud of them all for the perseverance they show when reaching for their goals. I love life. My bedtime prayer isn't hey God, can you help me out with blah blah blah, tonight it's thanks a lot. The grace is much appreciated.
Thank you God, in all seriousness. Thank you for consciousness, clarity, love, lessons, John and the kids, all my wonderful, enriching relationships, and all the things I haven't even realized are blessings, and I may never see. Thank you.